Click to see full picFew things in one's life happen for a very strong reason. The reason and the lesson out of such a happening are so important that the impact - good or bad seems irrelavant.
I have had my own fair share of success and good fortune in all walks of life. But on the personal front whenI look back and see what was right and what went wrong, I am atleast happy for i was seldom at the receiving end for most of my wrongs. But is it something to be proud of ? Is it so consoling that I continue with my old ways? and what is it that so suddenly gave my shameless ways of life such a strong wake up call ? It is these times when confusion takes over common sense.
One fine morning you wake up and realise suddenly for a change that you are at the receiving end of a similar shit you have been doing to others. You experience pain, but again your pain seems so insignificant comapred to the cummulative pain you have caused. It is only then that you realise how lucky you have been to have got all the love and attention of your close ones despite what you have been giving them in return. But, also it is only then that you now realise that tommorrow might actually not be as lucky for you as yesterday.
Somebody very rightly told me once that I can never be unhappy. Well how very true !! Yes ofcourse. I always lived in the present. Always made new friends around and have been succesful in remaining the centre of attention. So, when it all sounds so fine what went wrong ? Oh yes, in this process of living in the present I now realise that I have almost lost all my past. It is now when I think of the future does it strike me that a past if the first prerequisite for a future cause "Nothing Is Unconditional".
Now I see how much loving somebody is important before expecting to be loved. How giving attention is important before expecting some and much more importantly how "Not to give attention and love" is important when there is lack of it from the other side. Its ironical that I had to realise this after already losing so much but as I said again "Few things happen for a very strong reason" Appreciate them !!!!
13 comments:
hmmmm....some realizations indeed...:P
hmmm..interesting blog....intriguing..
OMG!!! the direction u r heading seems lost, but the destination is, belive me, WONDERFUL!! btw, whn did u havto receive for ur deeds ;) ?
@ sups n nishi : Well i knw
@ uday : Well dunno really abt the wonders but it sure must b better than now.. and for ur q, we'll talk again :P !!
well seems like the short term (emotional)memory that human beings have been blessed with proved good for u....:P....newayz i guess it's the hurt intellect talking here..when u say:"Not to give attention and love" is important when there is lack of it from the other side....dude seriously when u really understand what love is u won't discriminate when giving it out...it sounds more like equivalent trade when u say give and take.....too much philo huh...(lol)...but should say seems like ur armor has been dented....wanna meet that person who could do that to u..:D
@mubeen : loved ur comment hehe !! few ppl understand the blog to its core.. congratulations
"unconditionality is bull shit". cudnt agree more. and the blog shows the revered avinash in a different light. nice one.
do read my crappy ramblings as wel, if n wen u hav the time frm ur fiendish ways.
nice comment posted by mubeen...
u hav said to uk that u wud answer the q he asked later...
so wats all this nonsense our P is talkin abt...
i too really wanna know who made u think this way atleast for a moment in ur mind.. :p
yeh devdas dubara kaise jaag gaya??
@ pdm : sure dude
@ paul : hehe
@tandon : :(
@!%%$^%$*%^............
Looks like mr.P have been hiding much from buddies. Is there is a girl behind all these realizations?? ;-)
"One fine morning you wake up and realize suddenly for a change that you are at the receiving end of a similar shit you have been doing to others. You experience pain, but again your pain seems so insignificant compared to the cummulative pain you have caused."
lolzzz..how true it is:P
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